So my mum is showing early signs of it. Well she had been for two years. It’s rough. Why? You never know what your walking into. Is she dressed? Sleeping? There? Remember me? Alert? Happy? Lonely? 

I don’t know. I never will. I have to suck in all of my pain, sadness, paranoia and be happy. Up! Always up! Laugh through the pain.

One never feels the illness coming and when it does….you have to just hold on… Tight..

Stay strong

Clear

And show love